Californication

So so So sorry that i have no been very good on updating my blog

i have had an amazing summer filled with exciting events

way back in July

my family and I went to Santa Cruz, California for the 4th Of July

to my cousins BEACH house

we get invited to go every summer and I havent been for a couple of years

so it was very exciting

I LOVE Santa Cruz and I love hanging out with the Taylors

4th of July bonfire

Jumping Pictures

This could NEVER get old

my FIRST time surfing

The BOARDWALK

SAN FRANCISCO

eating at CHEESECAKE factory

PEBBLE BEACH golf course

my pops loved these jumping pictures

Pretty much what i did, while the boys golfed

i love this course... my favorite by far

i just wish i could have played :(

eventually i will

Gone

So im just letting you all know that i will be gone for awhile....

about a month

BECAUSE

i have no idea what happen to my

MACBOOK

@

JFK airport

soooo until i get another one because i believe i will never EVER see it again

i will post more of my summer doings and that parts that WERE fun in

NEW YORK CITY

so until then....

FARWELL

xoxo

oh WHERE oh WHERE

immmm BACK!

and their will be a new ME

(hahaha)

I have been away

for way WAY way too LONG

and a TON has

 happened

i have spent my *summer* days well...

working HARD

RELAXING a ton

and 

playing PLAYING playing

as you all know i moved back from provo and a 

few weeks after i moved back i went to ARIZONA 

to visit my sista and her kiddos

This is what i heard when they first saw me

Porter "JOCELYN"

Tyler "JOCELYN"

Blake "JOCHY"

BOATING & swimming

and then.....

we packed up and 

drove 

all the way to SALT LAKE CITY

one of our drive-by pit stops

HOOVER DAMN

Back at HOME

ALPINE SLIDE

this never gets old....

first i woud like to say sorry i havent posted lately, actually i havent posted anything for June, but that will change. ill be doing another post later on to recap my month of June but for now i would like to talk about this song that i currently cant stop listening to.... i started listening to it non stop at the most interesting time, the beginning of June when all the rain clouds came in and it has felt like they have never left.  I have seen some sunny days but with whats going on with my life this month everyday seems like its a cloudy day and listening to this song makes me feel a little better. Every time i listen to it, i put it on repeat because i just want to listen to it over and over again. Im sure many of you have heard this song, its in a movie called "Wicker Park" and i just found this song a itunes and i had to buy. The song is called "Maybe Tomorrow" by Stereophonics. if you read the lyrics youll understand what i am saying... and the beat and voice make the song even better. 

here you go.

I've been down and I'm wondering why

These little black clouds keep walking around with me, with me

Waste time and I'd rather be high

Think I'll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile but be free, be all free

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautifiul life

I been the upper side of down

been the inside of out but we breathe, we breathe

I wanna a breeze in an open mind

I wanna swim in the ocean

wanna take my time for me, all free

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

xoxo

my first and last

Today the sun was shinning and it was HOT. I was laying out and i decided instead of laying out here on some uncomfortable grass (though it usually isnt comfortable, but this grass was really really uncomfortable, anyways.) I decided to mystic tan, i have always wanted to try it, and i know that i should be doing a mystic tan versus tanning beds. So i found a place, and boy i felt trapped in a box, scared to press the start button. because you are in this box with three spray pointy things at you with your hand up in the air like when a cop tells you "put your hands in the air," and you have no idea how this will spray at you. will it be hard, soft, like droplets......how would this spray at you. so of course i jumped and maybe gave a little bit of a yelp. haha anyways i got out wipped myself off then on my way i felt soooo disgusting and the lady told me i couldnt show for 6 hours. By the time i got home i pretty much went the hell with this and jumped in the shower.

 I will never do this again..... maybe if i have skin cancer and i want a tan

XOXO

my room and then some...

 i have finished or have come close to finishing my room...though i wont finish it now because of some news that i will explain later but here are before and after pictures of my room.

Before

After

now my then some.....

im moving back to salt lake at the end of the month.  Ill just tell you know, Provo is weird, provo literally had a bubble surrounding it, provo is snotty, provo is 40 miles away from my work, provo is not salt lake. These is some of my reason for moving back to Salt Lake.

Im HERE!!

i just wanted to give everyone a little heads up...... it official i am in PROVO!!! i moved in last night with my last load and set up some things because the girl before hasnt moved all over her stuff out (mostly clothes). i set up my bed and just crashed hoping that i wouldnt have to go into work this morning. I ended up being canceled this morning.... no one wants to pay premium anymore... and i woke up a little confused then i finally remembered im in my new place in happy valley. Now my room is huge, well compared to what i was living in the other day so i might be switching things up again once this gal moves her stuff out. when that happens i will post pictures of my new living area!!! anyways i already miss a bunch of people!! im sad that i wont be seeing my mom every sunday, Mckensie every other weekend and in between, caitlin, Debi, Kristin, and everyone else! i will miss you all but you will be seeing me again. I hope you all have an awesome summer!